ugh

I honestly do not understand people. Why can they never be satisfied? Why does it always have to have a result of some kind? Like "if I do this, what will I get in return? " Seriously dude, wtf. Can you not just be happy that you woke up this morning, and go on with your day not thinking about what each of your decisions will turn out to be? I mean if we had a good/evil bar and every time we did something of that sort it tells us how much we gain. It's not like if we grow up to be super corrupt we'll have horns and grey skin and veins crawling all over our bodies. Why can't you just be satisfied with what you do?

You know, it's a bit of a godsend that I moved over here. Then I wouldn't have to deal with so much stupid drama anymore. Obviously I miss the city, the social life, the places to go, how it doesn't get that cold. But at the same time, thinking about all the stupid people I had to deal with these past what? 11 years it just urks me. I love me friends, I love the life I had back home, but then again all of the stupid people! I hate too many people to even begin to deal with that kind again.

Okay okay, maybe my ager isn't very well justified. I mean I'm not all that perfect anyway, but I atleast know when I'm in the wrong and being stupid my self. I know when I get out of hand, and suffer the consequences of my actions. But OTHER PEOPLE. Oh God, they honestly just don't know how to stop. Why do people never learn from previous mistakes? Why do the insists on going and going thinking that nothing is wrong. Geez people, seriously grow some balls. Now I totally remeber the reason why I wanted to leave everything behind, cause people are dicks. And I am so sick and tired get the reprocussions of their actions.

God I need a smoke,
Fuck you all.