be happy.

ugh

2008-10-29T12:22:00.000-07:00

I honestly do not understand people. Why can they never be satisfied? Why does it always have to have a result of some kind? Like "if I do this, what will I get in return? " Seriously dude, wtf. Can you not just be happy that you woke up this morning, and go on with your day not thinking about what each of your decisions will turn out to be? I mean if we had a good/evil bar and every time we did something of that sort it tells us how much we gain. It's not like if we grow up to be super corrupt we'll have horns and grey skin and veins crawling all over our bodies. Why can't you just be satisfied with what you do?

You know, it's a bit of a godsend that I moved over here. Then I wouldn't have to deal with so much stupid drama anymore. Obviously I miss the city, the social life, the places to go, how it doesn't get that cold. But at the same time, thinking about all the stupid people I had to deal with these past what? 11 years it just urks me. I love me friends, I love the life I had back home, but then again all of the stupid people! I hate too many people to even begin to deal with that kind again.

Okay okay, maybe my ager isn't very well justified. I mean I'm not all that perfect anyway, but I atleast know when I'm in the wrong and being stupid my self. I know when I get out of hand, and suffer the consequences of my actions. But OTHER PEOPLE. Oh God, they honestly just don't know how to stop. Why do people never learn from previous mistakes? Why do the insists on going and going thinking that nothing is wrong. Geez people, seriously grow some balls. Now I totally remeber the reason why I wanted to leave everything behind, cause people are dicks. And I am so sick and tired get the reprocussions of their actions.

God I need a smoke,
Fuck you all.

2008-10-27T11:25:00.000-07:00

So, I'm stitting here at school, waiting for work to start. I have anout 2 hours to go >.< but a little update cause i'm extremely bored.

1. Moved to God knows where.
2. Got into school, which is a lot easier than back home.
3. Got the coolest job ever. Which I barely do a thing.
4. Got Fable II! But no one wants to do me in the game, regardless of how much people love me. Want to cheat on my wife but can't. Good level to the extreme, but Curruption level wayyy down loww. Which is weird cause now I have horns.
5. Have yet to actually do anything with my life. Mainly because i have no money as of yet.

and thats basically it. Fable 2 has just been the main thing. Seeing as how it's the only thing i've been playing. LOL

2008-06-29T20:44:00.001-07:00

So I guess now is when life as we know it changes.

Not going to lie. But I had a pretty good ride. But to a lot of you...fuck you. It's not like you've accomplished anything real these past few years. Seriously get a life. Or get laid.

LOVE YOU ALL!

Greatest movie EVER

2008-05-20T09:28:00.000-07:00

2008-05-16T21:24:00.001-07:00

Let's do this thing again

2008-05-16T17:00:00.000-07:00

2008-05-14T20:15:00.000-07:00

Fuck it.

2008-05-10T16:54:00.000-07:00

You know what the only thing is good about weekends?

that right after is monday.

and right after that is tuesday.

yeah that's right. Weekends are all about the tuesdays

ZOMG...CANNOT WAIT!

2008-05-06T06:21:00.001-07:00

2008-05-06T05:12:00.000-07:00

I'm tired of fighting.
I really am.

zomg

2008-04-30T08:13:00.000-07:00

I totally forgot how cute Chuck and Blaire are!

2008-04-25T20:11:00.000-07:00

.you effing love me joey seto =)

Grawr.

2008-04-24T21:43:00.000-07:00

You know, I almost forgot how much I hated homework. As interesting as it is to learn about some dead guy who invented some box so he can see how fast rats can react to the pretty lights, and another dead guy who figured out how to train his dogs through repetition, this is really too much reading about fact I don't really care about. Kill me. Now. And yes, I actually do homework once in a blue moon. To think this is due tomorrow. Honestly how do schools expect us to finish our homework when the reading material is sooo damn boring. Well there was this once part about evolution that I was actually getting into...then it cut off. Maybe they need to turn this into a porno. Maybe then I'd remember what I'm supposed to remember. Oh Christ save me.

...

2008-02-22T07:21:00.000-08:00

>.<

What is Up?

2008-02-15T16:43:00.000-08:00

You know what?
I'm in a pretty good mood. I miss you guys though, there no one to talk to at my school. And two hours of BTT just drains your mind from anything. We get free bagels though =) But seriously, I kinda miss ward...I think I just got so used to seeing those ugly blue and red lockers everyday, that the bright green walls at Fraser are...bleh to me. But it's not about the stinkin' lockers, it's just at Ward it was cool cause I actually felt like part of a family...and there I have to watch my back like every second. I mean if not because of our friends, why else would we go to school? To actually do work? C'mon even the most loser-ish people have some friends. Like it said in my story:

"If not for them, her life, her duty would be meaningless." - K DeBorja, The Happy Times of K&J

See, even you guys were mentioned in my valentine's day gift =)

ps. how'd the heart hunting go?

OH, and I really want the sun to come back into my life...it makes everything happier that's why. lol

everything's right tonight

2008-02-12T16:17:00.000-08:00

I think we're going to be alright.

2008-02-03T20:10:00.000-08:00

BUT WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

2008-02-03T07:00:00.000-08:00

I'm a Slytherin
You're a Gryfindor
it would've never worked.

2008-01-31T18:44:00.001-08:00

Stay in my arms if you dare

or must I imagine you there

Don't walk away from me...Don't you dare.

Okay even though it's 4 months early but..

2008-01-28T08:03:00.001-08:00

SUMMER'S COMIN'

uhh...yeah lol. I just can't wait to be in my short shorts and tank tops again.

oo!!! BIKINI SEASON!

...i want my sun back.

2008-01-26T07:57:00.000-08:00

please God, make everything alright...

2008-01-24T19:14:00.000-08:00

See, unless it's you;
I'd rather not talk to anyone at the moment.

2008-01-22T07:21:00.001-08:00

1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?
nope

2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
11 months

3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
a book

4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
many many times

5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
like 3 weeks ago >.<

6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
food. no lies..food.

7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
perogies

8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
their...clothes

9. ONE FAVORITE SONG?
idunno

10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
Madagascar

11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTEND[ED]:
MW

12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:
Rogers

13. FAVORITE MALL STORE:
Indigo.

14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD:
Supercuts.....3 months now

15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?
oui

16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?:
lol no

17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:
My father's

18. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY:
Michelle Karen Gimena

19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND:
omfg.......like 2 weeks ago O.O

20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:
Aunty Mary's and Jimmy The Greek

21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD:
wow I don't even remember lol

22. IF YOU COULD WISH FOR ONE THING, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
A maid

23. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS?
food..?

24. CAN YOU COOK?
apparantly

25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?:
wala...

26. GOOD KISSER:
ask my boyfriend

27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
jerk.

28. MOST DISLIKED FOODS:
snow peas

29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
my hair

30. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
i'm lazy

31. BIGGEST CRAVING RIGHT NOW?
for a shower.

32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?:
9h

33. FAVORITE MOVIE?
too lazy...

34. CAN YOU SING?
sure

35. LAST PLACE YOU WENT TO?
my bed

36. ARE YOUR NAILS PAINTED?
they got messed up soo..i have to re-do

37. LAST MOVIE RENTED:
lol..

38. ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT:
cell phone, make up, organizer.

39. FAVORITE VACATION SPOT
Batanes!

40. LAST SONG HEARD
Music Box

41. BIGGEST PET PEEVE:
try hards.

42. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE THIS SURVEY?
nothing

43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?:
computer

44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?:

45. DO YOU SMOKE?
occasionally

46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?
um barely any clothing count? LOL

47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?:
Honey and Dinosaur

48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?:
maybe.

49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?
never

50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
pancakes! pancakes!

51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?:
Double Double please!

52. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
on the sunny side

53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?:
I like stars.

54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?:
Jaison

55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?:
Unknown Caller

56. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECIEVED?:
David

57. ONE THING YOUR LOOKING FORWARD TO?
New Years

58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?:
Two. Incase I move sides of the bed.

59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?:
Brother's wife beater. Pajama Pants.

60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC:
"schoooooool's out..for the summer!"

61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J?:
Strawberry

62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:
unfortunately

63. CAN YOU SWIM?
LOL NO

64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?:
chocolate chip cookie dough

65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?
maps are very help full. Especially when you're on a quest and don't know where the hell you're going. That's when world maps are very usefull

66. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOURSELF:
i have a very hard time keeping my room clean

67. LAST SHOES WORN?
Black Fuggs

68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?:
um..no?

69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?:
Summer

70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID?
HAH Drei and Reece wouldn't pick up my phone for me while i was in the middle of a song on guitar hero..and they were freaking out about "i don't know what a phone isss"....idiots.

71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING ?
9:30

72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?:
Christmas

73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?:
nevaarrr

74. LAST ANNOYANCE?
That girl found his number...

75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?:

76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?:
pirates are awesome

77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND??
working.

78. BIRTHDATE
july 9

79. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE:
Special Events Planner

80. WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS FOR THE FUTURE?
to be alive.

81. WHAT'S ONE THING YOU REALLY WANT RIGHT NOW?
a good back massage

82. IF YOU COULD BE ANY ANIMAL, WHAT WOULD YOU BE?
dinosaur

83. WHAT'S THE CLOSEST THING TO YOU THAT'S ORANGE?
an...orange.

84. WHAT AGE DO YOU PLAN ON GETTING MARRIED?
somewhere between 20 and 140

85. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?:
no

86. ARE YOU GOING ANYWHERE?
to my bed

87. ARE YOU SMILING?:
no

88. ARE YOU IN LOVE?
love is a bit too strong of a word.

89. WHAT DID YOU DO TODAY?
work.go crazy.

90. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
My bed

91. WHAT'S THE FUNNIEST THING YOU EVER HEARD?
uh..

92. ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL?:
yes

93. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?:
OH YEAH lol

94. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?
Kimberley

95. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHING SUIT?:
.....which one?

96. DOES YOUR SCHOOL START IN AUGUST?:
I'm from toronto

97. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH?:
no.

98. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A CRUISE?:
no.

99. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER
unfortunately

100. ARE YOU UPSTAIRS?:
no

101. DID YOU FORGET ANYTHING?
...no

102. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL?
yes.

103. DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW?
very much.

104. WHAT JEWELRY ARE YOU WEARING?
none.

105. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS SURVEY?
Do another survey

-------------------------------------------------

---10 Firsts---
First Best Friend: blessy?
First House Location: malvern.
First Kiss: many
First Car: none
First Screenname: like i'd remember
First Pet Name: Kimbot?
First Piercing: when i was a baby
First Crush: Kindergarten. He threatened to give me a black eye
First CD: iunno
First School: St. Martin Montessori

---9 Lasts---
Last Time You Smoked: boxing day?
Last Food You Ate: Chicken Carbonera
Last Car Ride: today
Last Movie You Watched: School of Rock
Last Phone Call: Jaison!
Last CD You Listened To: ...
Last Bubble Bath You Took: very long time ago
Last Song You Listened To: Rihanna.
Last Words You Said: BYe.

8 Have-You-Evers---
Dated A Best Friend: no
Been Arrested: no
Been On TV: no
Eaten Sushi: Yes!
Cheated On A B/F or G/F: no comment.
Been On A Blind Date: lol..yes ^___^
Been Out Of The Country: oui
Been In Love: yes

---7 Things You Are Wearing---
1: Boy Shorts
2: Slip Dress.
3:
4.
5.
6.
7.

---6 Things You've Done Today---
1: Eaten
2: LIstened to Farsi
3: Sweeped Hair
4: Moisturized
5: work
6: blink

---5 Favorite Things (not in any order)---
1: Honey
2: Dinosaur
3: God
4: Sleep
5: Cell Phone

---4 People You Most Trust---
1: Mika
2: Jaison
3:
4: Spence

---3 Things You Want To Do Before You Die---
1: Fly
2: Be Married
3. Become Rich

---2 Choices---
Vanilla or Chocolate: Vanilla
Hugs or Kisses: HUgs

--1 Person You Want To see right now--
;)

Best:
1. Vacation: Pinas '04
2. Memory: ...this one

Worst
1. Time of day: 7:00am
2. Day of the week:Monday
3. Food: celery
4. Memory: same one lol

Last
1. Person you saw: mom
2. Talked to on the phone: jaison
3. Text: I dont
4. Messaged over facebook: no one
5. IM: My cousin

Today:
1. What are you doing later? reading
2. Wearing?: comfy pants, mustangs jersey!
3. Better than yesterday?: nope
4. Did you see the person you like? no =(
5. What's the weather? COLDDDDDDDDDDD

Tomorrow:
1. Is: going to be cold again.
2. Got any plans? partay..?
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: winter...

Favorite:
1. Number: 3
2. Song: Suffocate - J Holiday (only song that comes in mind)
3. Holiday: Christmas
4. Season: summer
5. TV Show: i don't watch tv anymore..
6. Movie: ....

Currently:
1. Missing someone: not really..just bored
2. Mood: annoyed
3. Wanting: To go somewhere
4. Listening to: no one

True or False:
I am a morning person: mid-morning yes
I am an only child: no
I am currently in my pj's: i guess
I am currently suffering from a broken heart: nawteven
I can be paranoid at times: Yes
I currently regret something that I have done: uh no regrets here buddy
I curse frequently: unfortunately
I curse when I'm mad: oui
I enjoy country music: sometimes...alberta grew on me =)
I enjoy jazz music: absolutely
I love smoothies: fo sho
I enjoy hip hop: depends
I enjoy talking on the phone: yes
I enjoy techno/trance: sometimes..for working out
I have a hidden talent: maybe ;)
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal: lol.?
I have all my grandparents: nope
I have at least one brother and/or sister: both
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor: ..i'm just plain weird
I have changed a diaper: lol i get the nanny to do it.
I have changed a lot over the past year: very much
I have done something illegal: maybe
I have had my hair cut within the last 2 months: no i want to grow it.
I have had the cops called on me: no

Yours:
Eye color: almost black
Height: 5'4
Righty or lefty: Righty
Can you make a dollar in change right now? Yes
Musical talents? farting noises LOL

Favorites:
Kind of pants: comfortable
Drink:wataar

------------------------------------------------------

over 40 = spoiled

( ) own car
(x) cell phone
( ) own/ed phone line
( ) own bathroom
(x) own room
(x) 2 story house
( ) built in pool
( ) guest house
( ) game room
(soon though) tv in your room
Total: 3

(x) full+ bed
(x) more than 20 pairs of shoes
( ) 10+ things from a designer store
(meh) good grades
(x) expensive sunglasses
(x) name brand purse/wallet
( ) ipod
( ) xbox
(x) ps2
(x) mp3 player
Total: 6

( ) range rover
( ) basketball hoop
( ) air hockey table
( ) pool table
( ) ping pong table
( ) foos ball table
( ) trampoline
( ) live on a lake or pond
( ) own a pair of skiis
( ) own a snowboard
Total:0

( ) has a boat
( ) has a jet ski
( ) has a beach house or cabin
( ) only child
( ) stereo system in bedroom
( ) dvd player in room
( ) 700+ dvd's
(X) gets $50+ for allowance each month
(X)goes shopping every month
( ) shops at abercrombie
Total: 2

( ) goes snowboarding or skiing every week
(x) 2+ family cars
(x) a mom AND a dad
(x) step mom/dad
(x) perfume/cologne
( ) aim
(x) msn
(x) yahoo
( ) 5+ trophies
( ) own digital camera
( ) walk in closet
Total: 6

( ) electric scooter
(x) bike
( ) 3-wheeler
(x) guitar/drums
( ) hammock
( ) been on a cruise
(x) traveled out of the country
(x) personal fit trainer
(x) expensive jewelry
( ) met a celebrity
Total: 5

(x) straightener/curling iron
(x) gets hair done/nails/spas
( ) on/was on a varsity team for school
( ) own batting cage
( ) 100+ in wallet/purse right now
(x) own savings account
(x) 2+ best friends
( ) been to the caribbean
( ) been to europe
( ) been to hawaii
Total: 4

(x) been to new york
( ) shopped in seattle
( ) eaten at the space needle in seattle
( ) been on the eiffel tower in paris
( ) been on the statue of liberty in new york
( ) been on honor roll for 2+ years
(x) own property
(x) license or a trip for birthday
( ) lives on private land
(x) moved 3+ times
Total: 4

has:
(x) sports car
( ) hot tub
(x) pet(s)
( ) ranch
(X) rogers
( ) bell mobility
( ) virgin mobile
( ) telus
(x) been to 5+ states in the us
( ) a job
(x) 100+ buddies on aim - msn
Total: 5

(x) alarm clock
(X) home cooked meal almost every day
(X) eat out almost every day
(x) been in a limo
(x) own camcorder
(x) own laptop computer
(X) own desktop
Total:7

TOTAL: 42

---------------------------------------

2008-01-08T16:08:00.000-08:00

In the year 2OO7, I...

[does the majority of the year count?] stayed single
[x] got kissed
[x] kissed someone new
[x] made out
[] made out in a car
[x] kissed in the snow
[] kissed in the rain
[] had my heart broken
[] broke someone else's heart
[] had a stalker
[x] lost a friend
[x] had a good relationship with someone
[] came out of my closet
[ ] got pregnant
[ ] had an abortion
[ ] got married
[] had a divorce
[] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] met someone that I will never forget
[] did something I regret
[] dated someone I thought I would love
[] lost my true love
[x] lost faith in love
[ ] kissed under mistletoe
[] got straight A's
[] met a teacher who I became friends with
[] met a teacher who I really hate
[x] found the subject I love
[x] skipped class
[x] skipped school
[] got in a fight with a classmate
[x] did something I was proud of
[] discovered a new talent
[x] proved myself an idiot
[] embarrassed myself in front of the class
[] fell in love with a teacher
[x] was involved in something that I will never forget
[] painted a picture
[x] wrote a poem
[] ran a mile
[x] listened to music I couldn't stand
[x] double dipped
[] skinny dipped
[x] went to a sleepover
[] went to camp
[] threw a surprise party
[] laughed till I cried
[] laughed till I peed my pants
[] flirted shamelessly
[ ] visited a foreign country
[x] visited a foreign province
[x] cooked a disastrous meal
[x] lost something important to me
[x] got a gift I love
[x] realized something new about myself
[] went on a diet
[x] dyed my hair
[] came close to losing my life
[] someone close to me died
[x] went to a wild party
[x] drank alcohol
[x] drank alcohol underage
[x] got drunk
[] got arrested
[] got suicidal
[x] read a great book
[x] saw a great movie
[ ] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry
[] saw a favorite band live
[x] did something that I want to tell everyone
[x] experienced something new
[x] made new friends
[x] found out who my real friends are
[x] lied to my parents
[x] snuck out
[] got in trouble with police
[] kissed in a pool
[x] kissed under the stars
[x] smoked
[x] got high
[x] got wasted
[x] went to a party
[x] had the time of my life
[x] danced
[x] fell out of love
[] had a crush on someone
[ ] changed my sexual preference
[] swam in a pool
[ ] made a snowman
[ ] went snowboarding
[ ] went sledding
[x] slept in past 2pm
[x] held someone's hand that I care about
[] got wasted in a public place
[] got wasted in Mexico
[x] told someone I like him/her more than a friend
[x] went on vacation
[] went on vacation with a friend
[x] drove a car
[] played strip poker
[] danced in the rain
[ ] rode a bike in the snow
[x] got in a car accident
[] saw someone get in a car accident
[] got in a fist fight
[x] laughed until I couldn't breathe
[x] had an amazing year
[x] missed someone
[] got hit by a car
[] sent someone to the hospital
[] got a new pet
[x] enjoyed this year overall..

Happy New Years guys!

2008-01-01T15:02:00.001-08:00

New Years resolution homiess:

Spend as little money as I need to.

That's right guys. NEED not want. NEED. No more careless spending for Kimberley. Not this year anyways..I really do need to start saving stuff.

(God, let's see how long this will last)

2007-12-29T15:51:00.000-08:00

whoreslutbitchfakeuselessspoiledskankslewd

rop-outprincessmaneaterstupidincapablequit

terlazyassloserlonerbastardbratembarassmen

tdissappointmentlet-downheadachewastetrash

idiotfreakbabyfuckingemoclingyannoyinghigm

aintenancehypocritecheaterfatassdivaliarme

*see i know it all

2007-12-24T14:17:00.001-08:00

Merry Christmas Homies.

If only this was my short play, then I'd be finished this unit.

2007-12-14T18:43:00.000-08:00

Teacher: Jump and let fall.

Student: But what if I hit the group hard?

Teacher: Let yourself feel the wind rush past you. Through your hair, into your ears.

Student: With out a parachute?

Teacher: With Goggles so you don't get anything into your eyes.

Student: What good would that do?

Teacher: Please don't be afraid anymore.

Student: I don't know how long that's going to take.

Teacher: I'll wait till that day.

Student: I think it's already too late.

Teacher: How so?

Student: I'm already hurdling fast towards the ground.

*sigh*

Santa Claus is Coming!

2007-12-07T08:58:00.001-08:00

Hahahahahahahha!

2007-12-04T17:41:00.000-08:00

FINISHED!

2007-11-30T08:10:00.000-08:00

what a sexy game..

drools

2007-11-26T04:07:00.001-08:00

gotta love an older brother mann.

Another pointless post that shall occupy your minds for the next 5 minutes.

2007-11-12T19:09:00.000-08:00

depending on how fast you read of course.

I'm dizzy. I'm thinking of starting another blog. One you shall not know about. Unless you somehow find out. Which I....don't really doubt. I'm not going to tell you the titles of it, the subject, nor any of it's contents. One thing for sure is....it will more than likely be the colour pink. How cute right? LOL

Anyways, got something new today. Something that I don't exactly know how to react to. Or even if I should've accepted it at all. It's so easily thrown around these days, that our view of it is very well, foggy. It is very very very early. Everything has been very very early lately. Yet, I'm not as scared as I usually am. Everything I just so very comfortable. Not boring, not exciting (well, maybe a little) but it's mostly all very very Comfortable. And you know..comfort is my thing ;) Whatever, i'll rant more about this in my mind later. But right now, me and my bed are going to go have a good time..

2007-11-06T17:06:00.001-08:00

Waxing hurts.

2007-11-02T15:06:00.001-07:00

God, Kim have more self-fucking-control.

stfu >.>

2007-11-01T18:04:00.001-07:00

how cool is that?

ah...Koreans.

lol

2007-10-30T14:23:00.000-07:00

fobulous

2007-10-27T21:52:00.000-07:00

I miss you.

I wanna say, "you can make it"
I wanna say, "it'll all be okay"
I wanna say, "Even though it seems hard to do,
we all have your back."
I wanna say, "I'm sorry"
I wanna say, "I'll always be.."
I wanna say,
"I miss you"

So, if you haven't noticed..I'm jumping in with both feet. I need this. I've been moping and not caring for too long (in my books). I'm ready to feel something again. No more greys no more lulls. You may not understand my choice, but I don't need you to. I want to be able to trust me again. I want to be able to trust other people again. I don't know what game you're playing anymore, but the more I entangle my self in it, the more you'll hurt me. I'm not spiting you, hating you, persecuting you. I need to get over it. I need to get over everything's that happened. I need to get over you. Which is why, with two feet I'm diving in.

I finished

2007-10-24T01:54:00.000-07:00

Maybe I should hold back starting again.

Gah, It's so early in the morning. I don't even know why I'm awake. 2:39am I started reading, finish at 4:47am. How sad of a life do I lead, that I have to consume my self in foreign TV dramas and romantic fantasy books, to make it remotely interesting? Just so I have something to talk about in the morning, besides what purchase I may make next or whether or not I should clean my room that evening. My concentration for everything is slowly going away. Maybe I should try indulging my mind into something else; something else that actually exists in our everyday lives.

It's saddening to think that, this is what has become of my life at seventeen. Though you all know the present Kimberley, and the Kimberley of a few years back. None of you know of the Kimberley way back in the past. I know I talk to you guys about it, but if you knew the extent to the excitement and the danger I always put my self into, your reaction would surely be "wow, what happened?" Though, I don't miss the situations I carelessly put my self into back then, I do miss the adventure that always came along with it.

Am I vain to think this way? Am I ungrateful? As I entered high school, I never thought my hopes and dreams would end. Maybe die off would be a better choice of words. Shouldn't it be now, I have my hopes and dreams. Shouldn't it be now, that I make the decisions for the rest of my life?

I keep thinking to my self,

"This isn't how it's supposed to be. It's not supposed to turn out this way. I had a future. I was to be successful. I was supposed to succeed everyone else's expectations."

It's true, surpassed everyone's expectations, but not in the way I hoped for.

Do you remember?

God, I remember how incredibly smart, and inspiring I was.

That was the Kimberley I know was true.

2007-10-19T21:40:00.000-07:00

God, I'm getting sick of these dramas (=O did she really just say that?)
well, not I'm not sick of them..they're really interesting. I'm actually getting tired of me freaking out about how sexy Orugi Shun is. So..I'll stop. For my sake and for all of yours. But it's still not going to stop me from finding me a Japanese!

But proud of me? I actually ended in the middle of Episode 6 part 1. Too tired. And have work tomorrow.

someone please save me from my own bordem.

AHHH!! OGURI SHUN!

2007-10-18T12:06:00.000-07:00

AHH!!

2007-10-18T07:47:00.000-07:00

Good Job dude, i'm proud of you

maybe i'll mind my own business for a while. See how that turns out lol

2007-10-13T21:03:00.000-07:00

Have I been a little grey?
or
Has everything else been a little grey?"

2007-10-10T16:59:00.000-07:00

"and she sais goodbye"

2007-10-07T15:49:00.000-07:00

I think everyone's their own emo.

i swear to God i wrote this before i read joey's post

BORING.

2007-10-06T16:43:00.000-07:00

sweep me off my feet, for another whirlwind adventure please.

2007-10-02T15:14:00.001-07:00

frk u wrld!
why do you have to make everything so emo nowww?!?!?!?!!?

....i should stop swearing.

2007-09-30T18:01:00.000-07:00

Trashy Reality shows about rich kids getting even more richer..
wtf is wrong with me?

KIM! GET OFF YOUCHOOB!

2007-09-21T12:25:00.001-07:00

anyways...how cute is kevjumba in this video?

...

2007-09-21T07:01:00.000-07:00

2007-09-20T13:51:00.001-07:00

The Office Makes everything better =)

"You don't call Retarted people Retarted" -Michael

"Fun facy! I share my birthday with Eva Longoria, so....I have a perfect ice breaker if I ever meet Teri Hatcher" - Michael

god, this show kills me

hahhaha

2007-09-10T18:40:00.000-07:00

imported love.
boys.
boo

Alberta Memories

2007-09-09T07:39:00.000-07:00

sky

Look how Blue it is!

rain

Dragon Fruit

ugh..i miss this view!

LOL you'll find one of these everywhere

Dinosaur

Pirate Ship

2007-09-09T07:16:00.000-07:00

Do you guys remember AsianAvenue?

i pwnd that sh*t hommes

Guess what?

2007-09-08T10:32:00.000-07:00

We survived the first week of grade 12! (yes, that includes me too >_>)

You know, I actually feel pushed to try a little harder this year. I think before, I always picked the courses that had a lot of things to do...getting me way overwhelmed with units. This year not so much....I think science is the only subject that has me doing a lot of activities. Too bad the Wong Wok lost.

But you guys talking about graduating and what not is kinda disrupting my groove, so just remember It isn't the end yet...it's only the begining of it. Lol a very inspirational quote from Kimberley >_>

Let's make a pact this year guys...
Be more involved

It's our last year all together! And the sane people are leaving me with the nutcases at school! As much as I love Jan, Jordan, Shehan, Emsn, Mark...you guys know how they can get. Lol But seriously let's get more involved...and do something interesting and worthwhile. Something we'll all remember as, I guess, "our last year"

=D

Day 2!

2007-09-05T17:27:00.000-07:00

Hey guys...we're back in school! And there's a spider on my wall..eep. >.< You know what..I actually like today (despite the fact that I only went to two classes) lol. I'm actually pretty motivated to do work. But sadly..I have to do my stupid essay..which isn't so bad..except the fact, I don't know what to talk about. So instead of doing that, which will probably be held off till the weekend, I'll do my fashion course. I'll atleast try to get ahead on that. OH Organization is something I need to get into....hmm I should try finding all those stupid folders i've bought over the years.

A week back home.

2007-08-26T12:23:00.000-07:00

You know...though this summer hasn't been all that exciting or adventurous....it certainly was one to remember. And there still is a week left of it, with a lot of things to do.

One thing I miss though..well two, Is the weather and the stress-free environment I was in. The skies were always blue with big fluffy clouds and a cool summer breeze going through your hair. It made you feel like the world was sort of an okay place.

Anyways..still excited for what this year'll hold for all of us =)

2007-08-08T09:46:00.002-07:00

i feel...very shallow
haha but not so guilty about it..

atleast you look good from the side LOL

Letter

2007-07-31T01:13:00.000-07:00

Hey you,

It's been awhile huh? 3 years...How've you been doing? I see you grew up from that tall lanky boy we all knew back then. I don't know exactly what to say to you, but just seeing your one picture, just brought back a whole flood of memories. I know that forces were against us, and even though I thought you just stopped talking to me for some reason...I know that you tried to call me, more than once. And I wanna apologize for my father lying and saying I wasn't there. I don't know why he did that....maybe if I heard from you even more, things wouldn't have ended in the way it did. But you have to agree..we were just stupid kids back then, who didn't really know what they were doing. I don't know about you...but I've grown up from that little girl. I've always wanted to go back, but seeing you and having all these memories, just makes me want to go back even more. Since the day I left, the story of our epic summer adventure hasn't been forgotten. How could it be? You show'd me the Milky Way. I even remember the song Belle sang for us. I wanna see you, I wanna know how you're doing, and how you've been since we last saw eachother. Hopefully you haven't forgotten about me, and that one week I was there. Cause even you said you wouldn't forget about me.

From,
that girl on the hill

p.s. "We'll always have the stars"

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It's funny how one thing can bring back so many memories.

LOL W.T.F.?!

2007-07-05T15:16:00.000-07:00

BIGGEST SAUSAGE FEST EVER!
why the hell would you ever agree to this gerald anderson?
you just lost all hetero attraction

YO GANGSTA G!

2007-07-01T07:37:00.000-07:00

lol going back and forth from new to old house is pretty hectic lol.
omgsh omgsh guys! DO NOT LET JAYCE LEAVE WITH OUT ME THERE! i swear to God it'll be all your heads if i come back and he's not ther XP

ps. I MISS YOU ALL XOXOXOXOXOXO

Dude, I'm so effing bored.

2007-06-23T20:43:00.000-07:00

Do YOU have ANY idea how FLAT Alberta is?
well..of course there are hills. But try staying in a car for 20 hrs straight...
with nothing but grass to look at....>.<

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STRYD3R

I know i've probably said that a million times, but you know...birthdays are a big thing for me =)
ps. I have a mosquito bite on my foot...what is that like 6 now?

2007-06-21T13:19:00.000-07:00

STUPID COMPUTER...freaking internet connection sucks....
and computer itself sucks ass! (I should've brought my along haha)
so I'm still waitin about 10h to finish Downloading RO..
and sadly....WOW will not be able to preform well on this computer..but i can try i guess

going to go pick up pizza BYE HOMESS

I MISS YOU BOYSS...and Amanda loll

2007-06-10T19:49:00.000-07:00

God dammit. sorry. But seriously...stop being such a bitch.

...

2007-06-07T17:52:00.000-07:00

KIMBERLEY'S ALMOST DONE SCHOOL =D=D

(sorry >.<)

on summer blog too

2007-06-06T18:44:00.001-07:00

So I am obsessed with this one song. Tyrone Wells - Wondering Where you Are
I don't know why. But I can totally relate to it.

Lyrics

Only because for awhile now I've been waiting for the boy God intends for me. I 've been waiting and waiting. And I know I'm not at all ready yet, but because I know that God is the one leading me to him, and him to me...I know that it'll be the most amazing thing ever.

I think one of the hardest things to deal with, when being a christian, is the waiting. Cause God has a plan for all of us, and only he knows when certain things in our lives will happen. And because those things are direct gifts from him we know it will be more than amazing. And we can't help but want to know what it is. When clearly it's not that time.

God is great, and God is Amazing

I can't help but smile at the fact that I have been chosen for His glory. For his plan.

LOL I REMEMBER THIS

2007-06-05T18:19:00.001-07:00

oh and this is cool LOL

2007-06-05T13:24:00.001-07:00

Summer Blog
So long, So long
Enjoy

LOL...cool!

2007-06-04T11:09:00.000-07:00

2007-05-29T11:26:00.000-07:00

They naterualized out of fog and mist, the white fangs of death. The startled prey, at first immobilized by bone-chillinh fright, jumped to flee before the white death. Fangs of white steel ripped into them without mercy as they bolted for their lives. Death squeals tore the night air with terror. Hysteria sent them running heedlessly onto the waiting cold, white steel.

Fearless men tasted fear before they died

2007-05-29T10:43:00.001-07:00

lost pen
must find it
oh God, please let it be at home

19 DAYS!

2007-05-24T18:49:00.000-07:00

Hey, I'm looking up for my star girl
I guess I'm stuck in this mad world
With things that I wanna say
But you're a million miles away

And I was afraid when you kissed me
On your intergalactical frisbee
I wonder why, I wonder why
You never asked me to stay

WoW paid for!
so obviously I'm in a good mood.

Hmm, I kinda smell from the sun lol. Anyways! Library study times are fun. Book everywhere! lol. And the Lawrence bus takes quite a long time. So, I have like bunches of work to do tonight, so I can hand it all in tomorrow. But, I have yet to start. Too good of a mood to do anything productive lol. So to calm me back down to earth I shall make one of my lists. Here we go folks!

Things to do Before going to Alberta:

Burn Playlists to cds. x8 (and counting)
Get haired re-dyed
Get hair trimmed
Wax Bikini line (?)
Buy suit cases
Buy big bag to bring on the plane
Buy more clothes for Alberta
Buy new hand cream, shampoo/conditioner, lotion
Get new exfoliator
Get new moisturizer
Transfer playlists to mp3 player
Buy the things I need for Alberta (see 'things to buy' list)

Lol i'm aware that I don't have a "things to buy" list up, but trust me..it's in the book =)

Layouts Layouts and Codes

2007-05-23T19:28:00.001-07:00

Gah.... I've been coding and making layouts since I got home..
My back hurts..
and I give up lol
...for now =)

anyways, Torrents fianlly finish my Dashboard Albums..
oh man Dusk and Summer is just oh so awesome.
probably too "emo" for you guys..lol

2007-05-22T18:06:00.001-07:00

http://www.blizzard.com/jobopp/database-programmer.shtml

hehe Kuya? lol

Change Date 2

2007-05-22T17:49:00.000-07:00

Leaving Sunday, June 17 2007
Economy >.< gah
It's okay though..First doesn't look all that good anyways =)

Date Change

2007-05-20T19:53:00.000-07:00

I am sadly leaving for the summer on the 16th of June not the 18th..

Leaving me with only 26 days to spend with you guys!
We better make it worthwhile lol.

In other new, Victoria day BBQ tomorrow and Viv's...I dunno if I should be excited. IF's not there =( But what evs...

Sample sale next week..oh man I need money..I wonder if I'm good enough these next 10 days or so, she'll give me enough money....hmm

HEROES FINALE
TOMORROW 9PM ET ON NBC!

Sick

2007-05-17T18:47:00.001-07:00

Stupid whatever made me sick..boo you!
Making me feel Dizzy/Nauseous/and make my head hurts..lots!

and Eric is editing someone's essay, watching sports all while I'm on speaker =)

LoL

2007-05-17T08:22:00.000-07:00

...I've been spending my time re-writing .Truth Revealed
oh man..I miss L2

Stress post 1

2007-05-16T17:19:00.000-07:00

32 days...

31 tomorrow. Man these days are going by fast. Could it be that what I predicted to be the worst, is already happening? I'm tired of being the third..or fifth wheel. But, what can I do when the two of you are what keeps me up? It's already hard enough to keep track on you.

I don't want to leave like this. Even though I'm only gone for a couple of months..but look what a couple of months has already done. A whole summer apart, then grade 12? Where you two will graduate without me. Where you two will always be working and doing hmk to get into your univeristies.

How sad is it that I can't even reach you by phone? Or, I don't even know when you last dyed your hair...

If I leave like this..
I'm not coming back.

Romeo and Juliet...

2007-05-16T11:56:00.000-07:00

...are two dumb teenagers

2007-05-14T11:22:00.000-07:00

This school year, is soon coming to a close.
meaning...PARTAY =) and Alberta of course. Aren't you excited?

..Okay maybe not, but unlike YOU people I like to think of the positive (Y)(Y) so while you guys go unit-counting, I'll be here thinking of the good things summer brings us. Like...sleep. And the beach, and the sun, and Ice cream, and the Jazz Festival (though I'm totally bummed that I'm not going to be here for this year's) oh yeah..all while I work my butt off haha =)

anywayysss enjoy the rest of the sun! cause it's going to rain tomorrow =(

summer playlists

2007-05-13T19:25:00.000-07:00

so...quick post cause Mommy want's the computer

summer playlist(s) need to make enough cds of about roughly 18-19 songs..unless I get my dad to buy me a mp3 cd-player..but i like this better, so I can narrow it into different catagories. Anyways, first list up on the right. Not completed, cause I need help. Catagorie is...Travel Music I should change the title, but I wont. Any suggestions? Comment please, With Title and Artist duh

<3<3

Oh how I adore English people

2007-05-11T10:11:00.001-07:00

I am Obsessed

2007-05-10T18:08:00.000-07:00

Tokyo Majin Gakuen Kenpucho

Tatsuma Hiyuu is such a hottie. haha Yes, I am well aware that he is a anime character, but I'm pmsing so suck it.

I wanna spend every moment here with you(8)

2007-05-08T20:16:00.000-07:00

gah...tired >.<
found new anime to watch

Tokyo Majin Gakuen Kenpuchou

pretty cool, you guys should check it out.

on second thought, maybe not. I might stop watching it cause too many people are watching >.<

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You have no idea how roused I am for this summer. I know I've probably talked about it a million times, but if only you knew. Although I'll still be in Canada, and my goal is to LEAVE this country, just being in a place all new to me excites me so much. I'm so focused on this summer, that I barely even have time to join the usual stress of school. I just wonder of the adventures I'll have in a new place. Finally have a chance to get out of here!

I don't know why I'm so eager to leave Toronto...Scarborough to be more specific. Though there's still a lot for me to discover in my own time, I feel as if I'm not supposed to be here. That I was meant to succeed somewhere else. Maybe that's why I feel so un-motivated. It's not that I don't want to pass my courses, it's just....okay, I finish all my courses, and graduate. What then?

A couple of weeks ago, I would've told you that I was bored of my life. That my life was going great, just not interesting. Now, it's more of: what am I to do? and I think, a couple of months away from the reality of Ward, Toronto, and my house would help. Give me a second to think.

Happy Birthday Kuya!

2007-05-07T03:46:00.000-07:00

wooohooo finaly 17 huh?
anyways, epic party last night. lol
cnc, yugioh, halo, lord of the rings, bbq, joey's pie, joey's cake, chocolate cake, krumping and Spiderman 3 SUCKEDED =)

why is my house so freaking cold anyways?

too bad I forgot my camera XD couldve had a bunch of pictures up on facebook. Speaking of facebook..congradulations Joey Seto for finally conforming. Everyone else, don't dissappoint me too. lol JK

recollect art show finally tonight. I wonder when they'll actually get us going on the tshirts. Surprisingly I'm not as excited for this like I was the past two years. I kinda actually feel like working. Hopefull they dont closed success this week... either way, I get more room, seeing as how all the niners will be in the basement wasting time. Could it be? Kimberley has become more responsible? nooooooo haha

update about the show laterr =)

2007-05-05T06:51:00.000-07:00

I was sent something on facebook a few days ago..that kinda freaks me out, but at the same it is a very good sign from God to all of us.

"GO TO (LOOK AT) THE ANT, YOU SLUGGARD (LAZY PERSON); CONSIDER ITS WAYS AND BE WISE! IT HAS NO COMMANDER, NO OVERSEER OR RULER, YET IT STORES ITS PROVISIONS IN SUMMER AND GATHERS ITS FOOD AT HARVEST" - PROV 6:6-8

huh..isn't that something?

hmm

2007-05-04T07:09:00.000-07:00

edit; I just totally noticed how girly the title is. hehe =)

I am all of a sudden craving poker..
Maybe tomorrow.

It's finally friday, thank God. But there are still about 4 and a half hours left to the day. Atleast it's a pretty day, I think that may just make the day longer, maybe not. So I've been nonstop watching Peach Girl since yesterday. I'm now on episode 20.

Oh, and I apologize to those who got a taste of my craziness last night. The girl in the show is really a total b*tch. I wonder what show I'll switch over to next..hmm

Dude, I cannot believe how...sucky some girls act. Like film wise. Currently there are two girls (who will not be named) who are filming. Mann...they suck ass. I can't take it.

So last night, I got asked out on a date...on MSN how whack? Anyways, this is coming from a guy who I only officially was introduced to last week. And this is the second time he's asked me out. The first time was I think on monday, or tuesday. We were talking about concerts, and he was saying how he went to the John Mayer concert on the 17th of April. Right after that, he asked if I wanted to go see The Fray on June 22nd. Of course I wanted to go..I mean THE FRAY. But, sadly I'll be gone to Alberta before that. Now, last night..wasn't so smooth. He asked me what I was doing on the weekend. Then said (now this was all on MSN) "well, if you weren't doing anything I wanted to see if you wanted to go see SM3 with my youth group...that is if you want to deal with my group" anyways..how pathetic? Thank God I'm busy on saturday >.>

ps. Anyone tell her yet?

heheh.

2007-05-03T18:56:00.000-07:00

So...what I said in my last post about boys?
I take it back. haha

I don't know, after watching Peach Girl all day, it suddenly made me excited for this summer. Who knows what adventure (boy) I bump into while I'm there. All the interesting things come whenever I'm with my dad =) I cannot wait till the summer months come by!

Speaking of summer...hate to be a drag but, I'll be leaving in a month and a half. Exactly 46 days..meaning we only have 44 day left to do units >.<

But, let's not think about that. Let's think about..........uh, any suggestions?

2007-05-02T11:43:00.000-07:00

I just really hook up my computer. Lol.

So, I finally got through organizing my Yu-Gi-Oh cards. Oh man, I have a lot of cards. Now just to make decks out of them...

So I have come to realize once again that Boys..are poo heads. Obviously, I still prefer them over A LOT of girls. But still. Having a romantic connection towards any boy, causes you lots and lots of trouble. I've learnt that the hard way...and yet I never seem to remember that lesson when my hormones are soaring. Just thinking about my stupid "attractions" get me grossed out at my self! But what can I do? What's done is done. Might as well move on. I don't want to get all emo and emotional over boys. I haven't done that in so long, and I'm not planning to anytime soon. But this time, I should really keep my vow to stay off boys....until summer anyways. I'll look! but no more touching for me....okay maybe a little bit. But no more emotional connections! Unless I actually LIKE the guy...then that's a whole different story.

In other news My best friend is back! =) yay!

James Morrison - Undiscovered

2007-05-01T19:40:00.000-07:00

It's funny how many of the artists and others I like, are British?

On that note, JAMES MORRISON! Kind of awkward that he has the same last name as my guidance counciler. Anyways, his album Undiscovered, is packed with romantically-lyriced songs accompanied by soft guitar that woud easily drown my self in on a lonely saturday night. He's up there with John Mayer ^__^

but that's my opinion =) What do you think?

In other news Neopets is totally in again. lol. Only because I'm back to playing it. Along with Shehan and Patrick. come..and...join...us haha. The new page layout is pretty awesome. But I think it needs more quick buttons. Like to you Items, or House and I kinda like the old Games page better. Even still, all the classic things are there. Like, the Guilds? lol I don't know my reviews suck.

New Blog, New Words

2007-04-30T22:37:00.000-07:00

new blog, yes. Same url, yes.
now just shut up and enjoy